If I look back through time... There's been a lot of good... which is equally countered by the pain endured... And I am beginning to feel... all the pain I endure is related to the all the pain I try to take away from the world... The world may disagree or think my pain is inconsequential... but then am not saying mine is comparable to the rest of the world or even a fraction of anybody else's pain.. All I'm saying is I'm hurt and I'm in pain...
There are two major types of pain... One that affects you physically that will take time to heal and probably may take you along with it depending on the level of it you are dealing with... that is something that is out of our hands...
I am feeling a pain which is something different.... it is the one that is within you... the kind of pain that eats you up from the inside.. mercilessly grinds your brain and mind... This pain.. its an emotional stroke.. You feel it consuming you without any care as to whether you can handle it.. This is the kind of pain that is generally dumped on people by either fate or by their own actions... or a mix of both!!
One common such pain is.. Heartbreak... its obviously a mix of both.. or Loss of a dear one... thats more fate plus in some cases actions on the dear one's part... if you look at it everything painful is related to human action....
The closer you hold someone the more painful it becomes when you have to let go.... Not letting go... is again painful.... This is a lesson I am beginning to learn very well in this phase of my life...
The lesson is only I can let someone hurt me and I know I feel the pain in ample amounts when such an action occurs..!!!
The pain is definitely me... or shall I say I am My Pain!
There are two major types of pain... One that affects you physically that will take time to heal and probably may take you along with it depending on the level of it you are dealing with... that is something that is out of our hands...
I am feeling a pain which is something different.... it is the one that is within you... the kind of pain that eats you up from the inside.. mercilessly grinds your brain and mind... This pain.. its an emotional stroke.. You feel it consuming you without any care as to whether you can handle it.. This is the kind of pain that is generally dumped on people by either fate or by their own actions... or a mix of both!!
One common such pain is.. Heartbreak... its obviously a mix of both.. or Loss of a dear one... thats more fate plus in some cases actions on the dear one's part... if you look at it everything painful is related to human action....
The closer you hold someone the more painful it becomes when you have to let go.... Not letting go... is again painful.... This is a lesson I am beginning to learn very well in this phase of my life...
The lesson is only I can let someone hurt me and I know I feel the pain in ample amounts when such an action occurs..!!!
The pain is definitely me... or shall I say I am My Pain!

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