peace and quiet is at a premium...if ur at peace with yourself then you are living a dream..but i push myself to new limits as much as i can..... all my anger and all my sadness..... at this rate i will end up being a zombie.... incapable of feelings....be it destructive or constructive.... The statement life's a bitch is something i will never disagree with.... cause just when life seems good and flowy and that everything is good.... something will sweep you straight off your feet and make u land painfully on your back side and the worst part..... you will feel it....
all the choices and all the decisions and all the options.... it always comes back to haunt you as you know you COULD have made a difference.... but u cant go back there again.... ever......
all the while people mint money singing or making movies about their loneliness and their depression which arises as they think they are alone in the battle they are waging to get the world to understand that they are humans too.... but i am beginning to believe that most of the world is fighting a battle to try and prove that they are all the lone ranger in human form.... i am one of em.... and i am beginning to believe that its a lost battle.... the world is infact a depression pill....when the human beings blue print was perfected.... they made sure that they can endure high levels of mental torture that fellow human beings inflict upon them..... and its worked for millenia upon millenia.....
somethin apt is to look at the hole in me.... http://www.lyricstime.com/blackfield-the-hole-in-me-lyrics.html.... lyrics of a beautiful song by blackfield a band who actually feels human beings better than most bands.... check it out...
adios \m/
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